Yes the Hawke is in the lower left, and sorry for your loss. As you can see, the roster is gaining a few, much better designed murderwedges, and I was never really satisfied with the Hawke's execution, both gameplay wise, and sprite wise, so I decided to re-work it entirely, it's still going to be a drone carrier of course, but its new weapon layout should be much more useful in direct combat than the old layout.
I did not hate its silhouette, it might come back in a new ship in the future, but I'm reasonably pleased with the new Hawke, so for now you will just have to sate your lust for wedge on the Alistair or the REDACTED.